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Friday, May 08, 2009

On a Rainy Day

 
The rain is a bumblebee buzz, the trees outside all bending down from the sting of it.  Like Katrina has decided to revisit for a brief moment.  They are all oblivious. 
 
The XBox, the computer, knitting...
 
I am studying Spanish verbs on my bed, glancing outside the window at the swaying when the lightning and thunder crack across the sky.  Missing them.
 
The them, oblivious in their halfgrown impossibly too quick bodies, in the other room.
 
The thundery days when all four small, warm bodies piled into my bed to chatter excitedly about anything and everything from the first raindrop.  Until the thunder would sound and all four would go silent and then leap, gasping as close to me as possible.  Bursting out into giggles when it was done.
 
Today their chatter is their own and I wonder how I ever wished for silence.
 
But then, it crackles.  So far away at first, moving closer, louder and louder.  Until it sounds, so big and bold, with a crack of a whip that shakes the glass of my window.
 
They go quiet and I imagine their collective gasp.  I try not to hold my own breath in hope of the patter of their not so small feet.
 
The running...that I do hear from the hall and the kitchen...towards me.
 
One...two...three...four...pushing into the doors and each other.  The mattress bouncing as they leap onto the bed and so close to me.
 
And all I can think is Thank You.
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you know when they go quiet they're secretly plotting to build huge gumballs to cache in their closets right?
Posted 5/3/2009 1:35 PM by Paul_Partisan Xanga True Member Xanga Premium Member - reply

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@Paul_Partisan - They better not be, I finally got rid of that damn thing.  *shudders*

Posted 5/3/2009 3:42 PM by neuroticfitchmom Xanga True Member - reply

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sounds like you got your hands full..
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Those days do flee, but trust me, they are replaced by other wonderful things... I miss them sometimes, but then I wouldn't have the wonderful adults they grew into to count among my friends!
Posted 5/3/2009 4:58 PM by beadbrat Xanga True Member Xanga Lifetime Member - reply

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@beadbrat - It does just look different now.  Most of the time I don't even notice busy with living but today it just hit me how much they've grown and how things have changed. 

Posted 5/3/2009 5:31 PM by neuroticfitchmom Xanga True Member - reply

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Posted 5/3/2009 5:39 PM by WondersCafe - reply

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Nice! This reminds me of a scene from "The Sound of Music." Are they really afraid? Excited? Or enjoy the opportunity of being close to mom?
Posted 5/3/2009 6:16 PM by MixedUpMale Xanga True Member Xanga Premium Member - reply

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@MixedUpMale - A little of each, I think.  But the Von Trapp's we are not. 

Posted 5/3/2009 7:10 PM by neuroticfitchmom Xanga True Member - reply

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My three were all over me today like a pile of puppies. They're so sweet. I like them better a little more grown up, though. :)
Posted 5/3/2009 8:17 PM by ordinarybutloud Xanga True Member - reply

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It is a moment of grace and pure gratitude when they take us back to where we once were with them....
Posted 5/3/2009 9:29 PM by presencex10 - reply

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Mmm...I love those rainy, dreary days.  Somehow they signify closeness with family, a good book, a walk in the drizzle.
Posted 5/3/2009 10:48 PM by gwennieg - reply

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Oh, I could miss those days, but - someday I hope to have grandchildren to help me re-live them!
Posted 5/3/2009 10:50 PM by suzyQ_darnit Xanga True Member - reply

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This brought wonderful memories of my kids and I all snuggled on my huge bed watching movies or just snuggling way back when. Oh thank you so much. That was just a huge and needed warm fuzzy.
Posted 5/3/2009 11:06 PM by queenie Xanga True Member Xanga Premium Member - reply

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AAAA!!! you made me cry tiffany!!! i'm sitting at the office all dewy and mushed out...
i can't wait to have my own 'thems'... aaaa!!! calm down biological clock!
Posted 5/4/2009 1:51 AM by ecstacyoverdose - reply

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I totally miss those days. That she really needed me.
Posted 5/4/2009 4:47 AM by one_trached_momma Xanga True Member Xanga Lifetime Member - reply

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@ecstacyoverdose -  I so love you.  :)))  Your comment made me smile ear to ear. 

Posted 5/4/2009 6:25 AM by neuroticfitchmom Xanga True Member - reply

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Great post!  Thanks for urging me to read it - it brought tears to my eyes!
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i am enjoying the rainy days just to enjoy the humidity of summer. 
Posted 5/4/2009 10:13 AM by jackie004 Xanga Premium Member - reply

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We had a great wind here a few days ago that bent some trees beyond their limit. They're still cleaning up after it. Wind has incredible power!

I am still around, just not writing. I haven't decided if I miss it enough to take another shot at it. I have been working on my other hobbies for a bit--genealogy, music [listening mainly] and reading. Thanks for asking though--it makes me think about writing again.
Posted 5/6/2009 7:13 PM by Tincanman - reply

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Sweet, Tiff. Yeah, the guilt over wishing for silence. Sadly, it comes. But beadbrat's right -- other wonderful moments come as a result of those babies getting older!
Posted 5/8/2009 9:06 AM by DisneyGal - reply

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Beautiful writing, beautiful thoughts.

And ... uh ...

It occurs to me that rain is like most everything else -- "moderation in all things" -- that's the ticket.

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Wow girl-really makes me sit and think about how fast my little one is growing up.  I always thought of him as the baby, but now, with a baby on the way, he's showing me just how grown he is.  I definitly appreciate the moments when he comes running (as long as he's not hurt that is...)
Posted 5/8/2009 11:53 AM by odetocorny - reply


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